07.08.06

How does it feels when someone keeps on putting pressure on you? It sucks, doesn't it? So yes. That is what I am feeling currently. It sucks big time. I just can't control it anymore. Out of my hand. Out of my way. Like @#$@%@%. Heck. Ignore this feeling. I don't want to talk about it anymore. Anyway, I saw psykeleticz in Malay paper today! Woah! Naufal was freaking cute like always. hahha. Wuhoo! hahha. Like seriously, I want tutek go and take his picture tomorrow. hahha. It doesn't matter if it's his picture alone or with tutek. hahha. I know psykeleticz last year during a competition at Zouk. Thanks to tutek la. She introduced me all this hip hop stuffs. hahha. And seriously, Naufal is very cute. Even kuntet agrees with me, right kuntet? hahha.

I went out with Tutek after school. Accompanied her to marina square as she wants to do her retail therapy. And I saw this nice Puma Jumper larhs! Ya Ampun! Sungguh cantik.com larh. I think I will get that someday, sometime. hahha. We had lots of nice stuffs to talk about. I just don't know why la. We tend to come up wth anything and just talk cock. haha. Just like everyone who hangs out with me. Talking cock is my past time. haha.

And I think today's module totally rocks my socks. No presentation. No heavy research. No power point. No stress. No that really studying. No 6thP. We just practice the programming for tomorrow's test and that really rocks. And that is school for today. hahha. Ain was totally crazy today. She was singing this M. Daud Kilau's song. The 'senyum la, senyum la, ahai cik mek molek bla bla. . ' song. Like bleargh. Totally funny. And one of my classmates starts singing the Chan mali chan song, then the normal national day multiracial song and bla bla. I think they are feeling patriotic. Love for Singapore! hahha.

It was nice to know that my long-lost cousin still exist. I am not being sarcastic, but it's just weird chatting to her yesterday. Thanks to shila for telling me that she is back in town. hahha. But I am a little bit certain whether I did the right thing. Should I really continue to be nice with her? Because I totally do not want to have any contacts with her. Like really ar. And that experience is totally enough for me. But on the other side, I kind feel pity towards her. Wasting her youth just like that. Just like snapping your fingers and losing all those precious stuffs that are priceless in just a split second. It is your life after all. I guess I will just stop bothering about her. hahha. So heck, I am out of here yar. Goodbye!

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you

Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”

Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough

My words were cold and flat

And you deserve more than that

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