It all seem perfect, but there are moments when I feel nothing at all...

That will answer all the doubts in my life. Just as when you felt that you had the power to control the world, where everything you said it belongs to you... But atcually you were just pretending to feel that way. You want to make up all the torment, disastrous moment you had in the past. You want the others to see that you lead such a nice, fun, precious moments. Humans pretend. I pretend too. Whahahha!

So heck, yesterday was such a blissful and grateful and beautiful and all the -fuls day. I had so much fun. Cam-whoring is the best way to release stress and also forget all the time when you feel hurt/down/emo or whatever negative shits you have. lalallala! I don't feel like typing out every single funny shits we did yesterday. hahha. I am stingy. I am not sharing all my precious moments with you all. whahaha! Let the pictures do their job. My cipapuis, more train rides nak? hehhe... =P And let's have makan besak lagi eh! Next week boat quay? ON? hahha. And I add some nice songs, DIG IT! =)

We took many train rides just to decide where to go.. whahah!

I wanted to be a rockstar, but mom said, "NO!". Whahha!

The path to the tunnel.

We had to jump so many times just to get a perfect picture.

Since mom said I cannot be a rockstar, So I wanted to be a captain then. Ahoy!

These are the psychics. Fighting to see who has the biggest nostril. I won la!

Tutek -center- nak step sweet. whahha. Ok joking. =)

This one, we want to act like emo-shit gitu. Tapi tak menjadi la. I don't like emo. And I don't even know how to be emo. I forgot. whahha!

This one looks like we are in the club. The lightning only. Ok timer rocks la. whahha!

Tutek! Please, jangan nak tumpang kat gambar aku la! hehhhe.

Some points to reflect on and asked to yourself,

They drink liquor like there is no tomorrow,
They have pork chops and wine for their celebrations,
They wore obscene clothes that flash out their too much excess fats and skin.
They do smooching with opposite sex that is not in their blood and upload their shots in the internet, [myspace, friendster etc.]
They said they are proudly to be a MUSLIM,
They talked to us about Islam like they were a prestigious Uztaz,

How do you feel about that?
Do they deserve to be a Muslim with that kind of attitude?
They are old enough to think about that, and they choose to follow the wrong path.
We are old enough to judge what is right and wrong.
I am not trying to say that I am holy and clean with no sins.
I know everyone commit sins and that include me too.
But asked yourself,
do they deserve a place in our society? In our religion?
Honestly,

I am very ashamed with it.

There is only one thing that we can do to help them,
We pray to Allah so that they will change and bring them back to the correct path.
I did this,
because I am very concern to one of my friends.
I really hope she will change.
Alright,
I am out of here.
Goodbye!