I'm too depressed to talk right now. I'm too sad. I wanted to cry badly right now. You were never real to me. How could I forget about that 4plus call in the morning? How could I have the courage to forgive you and start things all over again? I'm just too angry to talk about it. I just hate the way you treated me right now. If you want a revenge against me, go ahead. I'm going to hate you so much. You think its funny to give me stupid reason like, "Eh I think Im not meeting you cause it's going to rain soon." Wth. Thats like so dumb ah. I cant be bother to argue with you about it. I think Im kind enough to you. I took the initiative to say sorry when I cancelled or screwed up the meet-ups, but what did you do? You gave me silly excuses. I thought you were lying or trying to give me a stupid surprise like what had happened a month ago. I hate you so much right now. I felt like crying. Buw wait up, I'm strong babe. I can get over it a.s.a.p URGH. This is so annoying, tormenting, depressing and it's killing me softly. Hais. Let's get drunk people. Let's scream our lungs out tomorrow! I'm hating him so much right now. sialan kau. ko pikir kelakar ah buat aku mcm gini.