9 more days and it would one month of late dad's death. It was pretty fast, right? I found my main weakness right now, I could not be left alone. My mind would start wander around, and the next thing you realised and I know, I would be in tears. Sometimes it was just a normal sobbing and sometimes, I would be crying pretty badly then it cause me to have hiccups along the way.

We used to be in four, now in three. Maybe we didn't give dad lots of love, care and concern to him. Maybe Allah thinks we are not appreciative. But I dont think its realistic enough to regret right now. It's be done, and cannot be undone. ouh and I watched transformers with the poly babes. I want to go toys'r'us and do a transformers collection. Ok dad, I love you.

Hati tidak pernah tertunduk, Nafsu tidak pernah puas. Lalu doanya tidak pernah terkabul. Kerana apa? Kerana tidak memmanfaatkan ilmu yang ada.