PMS is the ugliest thing ever and i meant it well. I don't know whats wrong with these things happening around me, or maybe the causes lies with me, ME, ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME MEMEMEMEMMEMEME!!! IDIOTS.

I cant show any love for cats anymore, because it's the fifth or sixth times, this black cat running after me!!! and I am very very furious with it. Can u imagine a big girl turning 20th year old soon running away from the black cat that is chasing after you, staring at you like as if you look like a tasty tuna – a perfect delight/dinner for that black cat. IDIOT. And today, I made a fool of myself again, running from the opposite block of mine, 295 to my block. Quite a distance for a big girl like me running away from the cat. Its sooooo embarrassing, and to make matter worst, I nearly tripped myself because i couldn't balance myself running with neckerman footwear.

And I don't know why, but I am getting over-sensitive with my brother. You know I care about you well, even though sometimes I am very nasty with my words towards you. But actually, I don't really mean it. And I am sooooo upset with you today, because things are not like usual anymore. I don't know when was the last time that we really sit together and have dinner? When? And I am utterly disappointed on you because you can't sacrifice your one-two hours just to have dinner with us… you promise that you are going to bring me and mom for dinner. But in the end, you cancelled it. Brother, you know I really love you. You are my 'father' now, but I cant bring myself to tolerate this anymore. I really hope you will realize this because I really love you, brother.

Great, now I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel soooooooooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh betterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Now I can smile. GREAT HALLELUJAH! :) :) :) :) :) :)