its hard to trust a person that had lied to you before, its hard to believe every words that he said now. i dont know. with the rate we are going now, will things ever get better? will i ever have the patience to hold on anymore? will you ever manage to gain your trust back? and sometimes, i think some people need to look after their own problems and dont busy themselves on others. especially when your own fucking problems are not solved yet. get me?