Hello Hello!! So today, i went to JB. Did some visits, then sent dad's car for service. Then polished, and what-so-ever at Jusco. I thought only Malacca has it. But now, JB has one. So we went do some mini shoppings. We went to Black Canyon Coffee House to eat. We had Thailand's meal. I love that salad noodles. Nyum nyum. It tastes like kerabu sotong. Very the sedap. hahha. So i went to the washroom, while mum and dad wait for me outside. Wash my mouth, because i don't want any 'leftovers' at my teeth. haha. So when i went out of the washroom and met my parents, mom gave me a plastic bag. She said this was a reward from her to me. As you all know, i can't get that burssary award due to dad's and abang's income. I don't get any rewards to please me. Ok rubbish. So mom bought for me a leather handbag. hehhe. Ok. Aku suka. Terima Kasih mom!

Oh well, atcually, the purpose of me posting today is not about my JB trip. It is something kinda personal to me, but i felt like i need to let it out. I need too. I wonder why 'they' look down on my family, myself? Does it bother 'you'? My family is happy eventhough we are not like those elite people. I don't need your sarcasm. I don't need your suggestion. My family had enough. Oh yeah, you can say those harsh things when i was small, when i don't even know what you were saying. But hello, i think i am quite old enough to understand what you were saying about my family. And seriously, i felt hurt. You treat us like outsiders? What the hell. Whatever. I am fine with it. Seriously, relatives is not everything. They are not that kind like what those drama you seen.

And next, i am fine with my physical appearance. You say, 'Eh fareha, ko gemuk ar!'. 'Eh, peha ko ngan punggung besar!' I am happy with my body. Why are you so concern about me? I don't really need your concern atcually. Because i know, you arebeing sarcastic to me. Atcaully, since i am young, i had been facing all this. People say about my face, my bunny teeth, my fats, like whatever ok! I am really happy with my body! If i felt like losing that fats, i will do it when i feel like doing it. I don't need your concern. I don't need your advice. Seriously, you are irritating. Not only my relatives said that to me, even my friends. Yar. My friends. I know sometimes they were trying to make some jokes. Ok. I am fine with it. Taking me as an item for your joke. But not always Ok. Its too much. What if i did that to you? Use your brain Ok? Please. God gave youa brain, so make use of it. Fuck. What's wrong with my fat cheeks? What's wrong with my bunny teeth? It's me who facing all this. Why must you so concern about it??? I don't really need your concern atcually. Seriously, sometimes when people care too much for you, they will become so sarcastic. They take advantage towards you. Like fuck. I hate it.