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12.08.06


I had a talk with my brother about this thing happening right now. I just need someone matured enough that I can talk and ask for advices. That's him. There is something in life that I need to face it eventhough deep down there, I don't even want to know about it. I don't even want to know how it feels like. Because for sure, I know it is going to be very hurtful. Everyone has his/her ups and downs. I had mine too. I am a human. I am not an idiot where you can just make a fool of. Everyone doesn't know the real me. That's it. That is why things happened. Like I said, things are really happening right now. I am not going to let it happened like before. Tolerants. Should I put up an act again? I hate it to be this way. I can't pretend to be nice with someone who really irritates me. I guess I need to learn to IGNORE. yes. thanks. Hate me if you want to. I am happy to hear that.


Ok, I really want to forget what had happened on Friday. That Friday really hit me badly. Just like a hurricane, twister, tsunami etc. I HAD THE WORST FRIDAY THROUGHOUT MY 18 YEARS. Like I said, I don't blow my top unnecessarily. I moved on. Forget about what had happened. I am moving on.


Went out with my parents today. Head to Arab Street. That place really rocks. It's been a long time I stepped my feet to that place. How magical it is to see that those ah-peks mamaks shops that sold textiles had already closed down long time ago. Now, those currect shops are mostly F&B kind. I saw this Lebanese restaurant. awesome. Bring me there. hehhe. I love that place so much. It's striking pink, and the pink is not irritating at all. Serious. Arab Street is a nice place to hang out. =)


It was a nice day today. I just feel much better than yesterday. I can feel the drift. =) Oh and there's this Hindi movie screening at GV. I went like, 'what the...' Are you serious Hindi movie is screening at GV? That is unbelievable. hehhe. I am going to burn that pocket of mine soon again. hehhe. When oh when is my holidays coming? Come soon to me ya. I am getting tired of school. Good-bye!

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