I hate waiting. Seriously. My NSC appointment was at 10.15am. I came 15 minutes early because I love to be punctual and I am not that type of person who loves to end important stuffs pretty late. I rather finish it at one go. So yar, I waited for my turn for 45 minutes. Bloody hell. The waiting time was way too much larh. I rather go dentist than visit this NSC building. CB. And that bus 518 came really really late. I was sitting patiently at the bus stop, and there was this stray dog walked pass by me and he stopped for a moment and looked at me! Oh god, my heart beats so fast. I was so afraid that the dog might come towards me and lick my leg or whatever stuffs it is going to do to me. My heart beats really fast, much faster than meeting your date babe... And thank god, the dog walked straight. I quickly lifted my butt off from the seat and stood for 10 minutes until 518 came. Oh god. I hate waiting. So please don't let me wait for so long. I am an impatient woman. Hehhe. =)
I was chatting with tutek just now. A serious one. It's hard to see kuntet online these days. I just don't know where this expecting lady go babe... hehhhe. So yar, I was talking with tutek... asking her what will happened IF your fate is to remain single throughout your life? What will you do? So this tutek was telling me about Jorah Ahmad and etc. Babe, the main question is, what are you going to do when you realize that you are going to remain single throughout your life? Remain virgin [god knows] and untouched and single throughout our lifetime spent. It is a bit of scary, but if that is our fate, we need to accept it. Things happened the way it is. We cannot run away from prejudice. I was fear of not able to have my own kids and seeing who my lifetime partner is. It is going to be disappointing for us knowing that we do not have our lifetime partner in the later time. That is going to break every woman's heart. Every woman wants to see their future husband. Who is their future husband?
So IF I were to remain 1) untouched just like a red rose, 2) virgin that holds my pride and dignity, 3) single throughout my life, then I will adopt children and make them like my own. Life moves on. It does not STOP even though you think it is going to STOP. But seriously, I am going to start praying to GOD asking for His blessings and help for my future. He is the one who have the power on everything. I really dont want to remain single throughout my life. But IF that is the way it supposed to be, then let it be. =)
Comments