Reminisce.
I changed my link for the second time. I do not see the purpose for me to welcome others to read my blog. I welcomed to those who are sincere and do not have prejudice against me. There are still some issues and whispers going around me. I do not really want to talk about it anymore. You can label me anything. I do not believe strangers anymore.
Anyway, I cannot wait to involve myself for the fasting month. Wuhoo! I feel like I am really excited for it. I do not really celebrate this festive last year during my 'O' Levels week. So this year, I am back to make it exciting for me. I cannot wait to eat, laugh, with my cousins and all. I just feel special on that first day of the festive. Everyone will look nice with their outfits. Gorgeous and Smart. That festive month is like two more months to go. But what I am excited about is the fasting month. This is the time where I can control my appetite. I want to stop eating. Hahha. How can that happened? Stop eating??! Neh, what I mean is that trying to control my appetite. Lately I had such a big appetite larh. It is really irritating. If I went out with tutek, I always have this usual craving of ice creams. If I am out with kuntet, I had this craving eating fish fillet. Oh if I am with my poly mates, I will always fill hungry a while later. But sometimes I need to pretend that my stomach does not give me any hints that it is hungry. Hahha.
Oh oh and also, during the fasting month, everyone will be busy. For instance, cleaning up the house, baking the cookies & cakes, sewing the curtains and clothes, etc. And I love during the break fast time. All of my family members will sit around the table, and watching the wide spread of food before the azan is heard from the radio. At times, I swallowed my saliva when looking at the food. Temptation.
I had this two years continuous habit during the fasting month. It started when I am in primary four. I always came up with excuses to my mom during the recess time. I will call her up saying that I am terribly thirsty and I want to break the fast right now. Then she will nag nag and in the end she allowed me. Hahha. The non-malays gave that temptation to break the fast sometimes. They drank in front of me, while the weather was super humid. That was the reason why I break the fast. Furthermore, I am only ten years old during that time. It is ok for me to behave that way.
If mom did not allow me to break the fast with her permission, I will go against her. I went back home, and went to the toilet and closed the door. And make sure I locked it. Hahha. Then I will turn on the tap, and drink the water from there. After I had my satisfaction, I made sure that my mouth area was totally dried. And I will pretend that I looked so restless and feeling thirsty. Hahha. But actually I am not thirsty at all la. Because I already had my small servings in the toilet. Hahha. That was my childhood memories. But now, I stopped doing it like six years ago. I decided to be serious with it la. Hahha. Share me how do you behave when you are fasting at the age of 8 -12.
Anyway, I cannot wait to involve myself for the fasting month. Wuhoo! I feel like I am really excited for it. I do not really celebrate this festive last year during my 'O' Levels week. So this year, I am back to make it exciting for me. I cannot wait to eat, laugh, with my cousins and all. I just feel special on that first day of the festive. Everyone will look nice with their outfits. Gorgeous and Smart. That festive month is like two more months to go. But what I am excited about is the fasting month. This is the time where I can control my appetite. I want to stop eating. Hahha. How can that happened? Stop eating??! Neh, what I mean is that trying to control my appetite. Lately I had such a big appetite larh. It is really irritating. If I went out with tutek, I always have this usual craving of ice creams. If I am out with kuntet, I had this craving eating fish fillet. Oh if I am with my poly mates, I will always fill hungry a while later. But sometimes I need to pretend that my stomach does not give me any hints that it is hungry. Hahha.
Oh oh and also, during the fasting month, everyone will be busy. For instance, cleaning up the house, baking the cookies & cakes, sewing the curtains and clothes, etc. And I love during the break fast time. All of my family members will sit around the table, and watching the wide spread of food before the azan is heard from the radio. At times, I swallowed my saliva when looking at the food. Temptation.
I had this two years continuous habit during the fasting month. It started when I am in primary four. I always came up with excuses to my mom during the recess time. I will call her up saying that I am terribly thirsty and I want to break the fast right now. Then she will nag nag and in the end she allowed me. Hahha. The non-malays gave that temptation to break the fast sometimes. They drank in front of me, while the weather was super humid. That was the reason why I break the fast. Furthermore, I am only ten years old during that time. It is ok for me to behave that way.
If mom did not allow me to break the fast with her permission, I will go against her. I went back home, and went to the toilet and closed the door. And make sure I locked it. Hahha. Then I will turn on the tap, and drink the water from there. After I had my satisfaction, I made sure that my mouth area was totally dried. And I will pretend that I looked so restless and feeling thirsty. Hahha. But actually I am not thirsty at all la. Because I already had my small servings in the toilet. Hahha. That was my childhood memories. But now, I stopped doing it like six years ago. I decided to be serious with it la. Hahha. Share me how do you behave when you are fasting at the age of 8 -12.
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