PATIENCE.

First day of Ramdhan, and my patience was tested. MASYA ALLAH. It's either I have a temper that cannot be control today, or that person who irritated me is terribly takde perasaan perikemanusiaan. Masya allah.

I am supposed to give tuition to Maman at 1600 later, but it was cancelled. He called me, and said this,

"Ari nie tuition kul 4 eh? "
I replied, "Aarh. Kul 4. I come to your house."
He said, "Aman rasa aman tak nak tuition. Weekdays je uh kak Fareha ajar."
I took a deep breath, and replied, "Oh ok. [heard his mom telling him to have tuition today on the phone.] Asal tak tution hari nie?"

And my question was not answered for nearly 5 minutes. I waited for an answer from him. I heard his mum saying "HARI NIE TUITION!" and this primary 4 boy showing tantrums, shouting at his mom and at the speaker of the phone. DAMN. Telinga aku berdesing kejap. I cannot keep quiet all the way, because I already know his answer. He definitely will not want tohave a tuition, and even if his mom forced him too, I will never want to teach him today. Basically because,

1. There is no point teaching a stubborn kid who does not has an interest in studying.
2. I am fasting, and I do not want to potong my pahala by screaming, poking his hand with my pen, etc
3. And If I want to teach him, I will feel irritated, 'cause

--> He will always look at the clock every 5 seconds, while this tutor was explaining some stuffs that he doesn't know.

--> He will yawn, and yawn, and yawn, which I find it extremely RUDE ok. If you yawn once in a while, I'm fine with it. But If you keep yawning, I felt hurt ok. You are trying to tell me that you are not interested to hear.

--> He will give a huge SIGH when I gave him some works to do. Padahal most of the questions I gave him were straight forward, and hear this, I DONT GIVE HW ok. Tu pun tak bersyukur.

So that's it. That is how I feel right now. Ok bye. I am busy. Helping some chores at home. Bye.