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There's a beauty in the breakdown....

What causes a relationship to fail?
Communication breakdown. Lack of trust.
Who let a woman thinks that she is being fooled?
When a man used and dumped her anytime, anywhere.
Who let a man thinks that he is a REAL MAN?
When a woman was being fooled and cried over him.

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Hahha. Ok that was super random. Chill. Nothing serious. I like to tell lies, and that is my style. I went to buka-ing with W26D-ians at Arnold's. Yes Ain-tek, your plan worked this time. hehhe. Everyone was laughing and laughing and laughing.

Before break fast,
*Ifad was like super lembik bila tengah puasa. He could not stop looking at the time, waiting eagerly for the azan.
*Nurul could not stop complaining, even though she did not fast.
*Suhaimi was pretty quiet, and Wathone was our topic. Ok, I dont know how to spell her name. Basically, this Wathone is jambu giler. Better than Jasmine Danker.
*Shaf and Ain could not STOP talking about the rubber bands, besides my braces, that can blow bubble.
*And I was busy checking whether my "sister" was bleeding or not. 'cause I had been feeling uneasy yesterday. Stomach cramps, backbone aching, mood swings.
We booked the Arnold's right after school and this malay lady told us that we should come at 7.30pm. By then our table would be ready. So yes, we waited. In the meantime, we waited for Abu and Nic a.k.a Batman and Robin. OK takpe.

In the Arnold's,
*Ifad's unbuttoned his jeans, cause it was too tight for him after eating. And he sneezed with his stupid face. hhhaha. Muka dengs.
*Nurul always said the wrong things, which I found it funny.
*Suhaimi was very quiet when comes to eating, I could not stop laughing when he said, "Eh aku tengah makan la" Very sopan and soft ok. I could not remember what we were talking about ar..
*Shaf's chicken terjatuh, and she still could not stop talking about the rubber bands, and now her boyfriend had followed her, disturbing my rubber bands.
*Ain could not stop laughing, especially when she was saying something to me, with her mouth full of chickens. Ok she is very funny.
*Abu and Nic busy eating, talking, and I cannot remember much. But one thing for sure, I am pretty afraid of Abu. hahha. He reminds me of my brother la. Mood tak le predict. Scary. hehhe
*And for me, erm.. I remembered only this, my drinks got chicken's crisp. Wth se. Aisey tipah.. And I laughed a lot, until my stomach aches.

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Now in Tampines is raining heavily. Women independent! I lead my life to the big 'H'. Heaven or Hell? I dont know. Don't ask me. I am enough with all the waiting to run away from hating you. And there's haze right now, which makes me sneezed non-stop. I can't help loving you, frou frou's songs. hahha. Suspens. Ok I am basically not sure where am I heading right now.

Who am I?
What am I feeling?
How do I look right now?
Where can I go from here?
When can I stop doing this?
Why do I break the stems, and not the roots?

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