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I feel like I am a Hindi bride right now! =)


Father was making me mad these few days.
Mother screamed at me unnecessarily.
Brother blamed me for nothing.
This is shit ok. Early days during the fasting month just began, mother said,
"Bulan Puasa nie banyak cubaan. Kena banyak bersabar."
Yar right, this is really CUBAAN namernye!!! Argh!! Wahai Penghuni di rumah #06-480, sila control perasaan anda terhadap saya. Jangan lepaskan geram, marah tak tentu pasal. Gue boleh jadi giler beb. Gue tak le rock & roll lagi nant...!


But right, they are still the best in my life lah. I still love, care for them till eternity, Insya allah. And I am sensitive towards anyone who criticize my family, especially my father. Yes, he can be ultra nice to everyone who knows him, and he even does not even realise that some of them take advantage on him. I do not favor these kind of people in my family. I do not welcome them. I am not afraid on other's looking down on my family, talking about my family with their own perception. We are rich with family love and care. We still live happily, though there were some rough times along the way.


Yar, I will tell you honestly, I hate the feeling of pagi hari raya. It is very sayu giler ok. I will cry instantly when I sake forgiveness from my parents and brother. And during that moment, I will start to reminsce those who had left before me, leave the world forever. I will start to think about those who are not as lucky as me. Those orphans, young kids who stayed in the orphanage home for a long time, I do care for them. They are innocent, but God decided to give them this test. I am really grateful for leading this life now. Syukur.


Ok bye, I got to go. I had a new class boy-friend now. His name is Toni, ok no, his name is Wei Quan. He is Shap-ur-poonut's sec schmate. Ok he is the only guy in my current class I can talk too. Pathetic tak? Cause I can't get along with my other classmates. hahha. Ifad is like cipap. He was talking about Denmark, and then suddenly said he don't read malay paper, but matsalleh paper. Matsalleh or what... cipap.

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