Wishes. Everyone's want.

Grandpa has one wish that he had been telling to my family umpteen times. He said that he wished everyone --> his children and grandchildren will be able to go for a holiday together with him. He said that it would be nice if we hire a bus that would bring us around Malaysia. His favourite place. I hope, one day, his wish will be granted. Insya Allah. Don't worry Atuk, insya allah impian atuk akan tercapai. And as I was paying attention to him in the car, on our way to his relatives house, I suddenly remembered about this guy, the one that suffered a lung cancer, and he had a not-so-good vision due to heavy smoking etc.

I came across his 'blog', where he post his last secrets in it. It was quite touching when I read it. And it was a shit, cause I could not remember the website. I wished I could share it with you guys. So I felt that when someone's about to leave the world, he would come up with lot's of hopes and talking about spritual stuffs often. I was pretty scared when the elederly had hopes that were not achieved. I really hope that they would get what they want. Insya allah. And this way, they would leave the world peacefully.

And I read the website, it stated that in order to know whether that someone is really going to leave the world for real, we must look out for some possibilities. For instance, when that someone who had been lying on his bed for days, weeks, months, years, and suddenly, one fine day, he was so strong, that he able to walk on his feet again without any help. And then, his strength will only last for few hours, days, months, and if we were lucky, maybe his 'comeback' was for real. He is feeling well again. And if he did not meet the latter requirement, his comeback was only for a moment. Therefore, it it really important to make that someone feel happy, satisfied, contented during his/her comeback. Cause we will not know when they would leave us.

Oh I have another wish, I really wish that abang knows that he has been spending less time with us, his family. Could he please put aside some precious time for us? Does he know that this one year plus is just too short for him to enjoy staying with us, not having that SUCH BIG responsibility, b'cause currently, most of his stuffs are taken care well by us, his family. Could he please give some thoughts on me, or mother? Mother dotes on him, so please think about her.

I had another wish or should I say HOPE, I hope that my future husband will know his responsibility. There is no use if he is well-educated but do not know his responsibilty as a husband, son-in-law, father etc. So I hope I would marry a chinese guy. hahhha! Ok shut up. That was just my current obsession. I am pleased to see that most of the chinese married guys, mu-alaf, they were really nice, soft-spoken and hardworking. Basically, they know their responsibility. Like just now, I went one of my mom's cousin's daughter, ok easy say, she is my cousin. She married to a mu-alaf, chinese guy. Ok her husband is bloody sweet la. He helped his wife alot ok. Like sungguh touching.com. And so, the moment I saw that, I imagined that I would have a chinese guy with that characters I want. But shit la, not everyone is perfect ok. And I shouldn't think so much that my future husband will have that 100% purr-fect character. Oh please se fareha. hahha. Ok da, I want to go now. I am pretty tired la. Woke up at 9plus am ok, just to make my visits at Jurong area. Nearly one whole day at Jurong.

Ok Jurong Trip.

He was freaking moody, but he is still the best to kill my boredom.

Ok Nelson tomorrow please. =)

And this is sungguh merepek.com, Kenny, yr 2/3 guy wanted to meet me up, but atcually he should know me la. Cipap.

His reason, "I want to give you Cypher Camp pictures."

Hello sir, that pictures that berbulan ok.