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It came over me in a rush when I realized that i love you so much that sometimes I cry.

But I can't tell you why, why I feel what I feel inside...

I had been eating ALOT for the past few days and weeks. OMG LA! Now I feel extremely fat cause when I wore my jeans, it was super TIGHT. GOSH. I need to lose those FLABS. Yesterday was another retail therapy session, but I promised I want more than this. I need to shop more. I am lack of new clothes, shoe and that Projectshop bag is sungguh nice.com And the price also nice la. That leather bag is 89.90 bucks. WTF! I guess I will just buy that canvas one, which I think quite nice and simple aeh. =)

I had been consuming fast food. BK, Arnold's, cheese, junk food. OMG. OMG. Hello? Anyone want to go gym with me aeh? Or I should just go by myself again. And I hate school so much now. Sometimes I wished that I do not have friends that are too senstitive. I just want a circle of friends that know how to care, appreciate each other. Oh well, nothing is perfect anyway, and sometimes what you hope will never come.

I like school because I had some nice people around me. I hate school because I hate ... fill in your blanks. Oh well, I think I am EMO today. hahhha. I had a flu, and it sucks. I saw Kak Dut, and she is so funny. Weird babe. I am supposed to my RJ. But I like freaking malas. I saw Hafiz Botak when I am taking the 168 bus just now back home. Oh well, and I have picture of the day, =)

Ain-tek!

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