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I never felt like this before. I am feeling as if I have an asthma right now. I had a hard time catching some air right now. I am having breathing difficulties. I had another hard time waking up in the morning just now. The pill made me drowsy like hell. And I really need to act NICE in the public. Oh My FAGGOT arh! My saliva dripped like hell ar when I fell asleep in the bus. To school and back to home. OMG. I am really paiseh like hell. Shit se. This is getting worst la. I am not joking. I am serious. Now, tell me how am I going to quit this habit? TELL ME AEH.



And I think I am very rude just now. Ok the situation like this, 168 was freaking packed [mcm biasa la eh, nb cb gitu.] So I was standing beside this hip hop dude arh. Then suddenly, in front of us, this two bangladesh decided to alight la eh. So I quickly like gan-chiong wanting to sit down ar. Then I noticed there's this makcik, quite old, staring at me. Maybe she was cursing at me, because I did not allow her to sit down. Sorie mak cik. I cannot tahan liao. My head spinning like hell. Sorie hor.



Then I slept. Slept so nice. Very SHIOK. Chiong ar! Then I slept, and at one moment, I felt so ccooommmffooorrtttaabbllee... It's like as if I was sleeping on someone's shoulder. Then I opened my eyes, and realized that I slept on someone's shoulder, and that someone was that HIP HOP guy ar! WTF! I am so embarassed ar. I swear I am really malu. I quickly lift up my head and act like nothing happened. And I am not sure whether that Hip Hop dude felt that. Maybe he felt it, but he doesn't care. Cause he was also asleep. hahha!



Nggak mengapa. Aku udah capek benar. Aku jatuh cinta dengan aloe vera plus cucumber hand moisturizer cream. Ouuhh bau nya enak. Permisi.

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