Journal

I never understood before

I never knew what love was for

My heart was broke, my head was sore

What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history

I didnt believe in destiny

I look up you're standing next to me

What a feeling

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Abang Ayid got engaged today. Another kecoh moment. Everything went smooth, and his fiancee stays so near to my house hor. Like 5 - 8 minutes walk to my house ok. And cupcakes are so in trend right now. GRRRR. And I believe I will no longer go mad over cupcakes anymore. It rains when we were on the way to his fiancee house, and it rains again when we were on the way back to his house. People said, "Hujan Rahmat."

Ouh and somehow, cameraman turns me on ok. Especially that cameraman, abang Ayid's friend. OMG la. I felt like as if I'm mentel-ing. hahhha. And mother overheard my convo with Tutek. Opps. hahha. But heck, Mother was talking about this cameraman in the car, on the way back to our home, sweet home. Mother was yacking that this cameraman is nice, polite, pleasant, humble... bla bla. I could not deny that he is one HOT stuff. Yes, Im drooling over him. I just could not stop looking at him. He reminds me of someone, someone special in my life before.

And I got to say this also, Cik Ramlah's husband, masya allah. Kak Dut, Tutek and me were gatal-ing when we saw him, unbuttoned his shirt, OMG. hahha. SEXY ok. We go "Woah!" Ah anyway, Im still looking forward to see that cameraman somewhere, someday in Singapore. hahha. He like so cute can? And abang today quite handsome, he very handsome today. And he looked more handsome on Ucu's nikah. hahha. Ah abang ku yang hensem tapi KPO dan annoying.

We were having our girl talk, but abang was behaving irritatingly. He sibuk sibuk want to know and all these. yar anyway, Im still drooling over that cameraman again. haha. Ah rewind the time la! I want to see more of him. Not enough la. In a rush. I get a rush when I saw you. I am in a rush, and I cant get to see more of you.

The PICTURES .