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You never mean it. NEVER.

Your promises were nothing to me, it was just a bullshit. I know you were never serious about it. Whatever you said means nothing to you. It never brings wonder to me, never. I am never amazed by what you said to me now. For so long, you never change a single bit. For how long will you continue to keep breaking other people's heart? Now I know, we need to go our seperate ways. You look after yours, and don't bother about mine. Don't.

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Ah I'm addicted to waffles with ice-cream. It's the second round for this week, and I scared that I would grow horizontally. PFFT. But whatever it is, I am ultra HAPPY when I'm with breast friend. Because she's the one that can make me laugh and make me forget about getting FAT. hahha. I would eat and eat whenever I'm with her. Ah Im so happy today. Thank You breast friend, let's go eat waffles again!

Ouh father called me just now, and I missed my parents so much la hor. He was telling me how he and mother enjoyed themselves on the other side of the world. And I was tempting to talk to mother, but father said that mom was in the toilet. But atcually, I think he lied, 'cause I heard mom's in the background. Probably mother doesnt want to talk to me, because both of us would always cry when we are in the phone, far apart.

So after talking to him, he decided to put down the phone, and he said, "Good Night. Selamat Hari Raya Haji." Ah it's not so him to say that. And my eyes were already wet, tears start rolling, and I was sobbing. I miss them, come back to me tomorrow please!!

He asked me, "Why?" Then what I should say. Kuntet, I need your help. hahha. =] Photobucket is very evil right now. So no pictures. SMLJ.

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