Do you hear it coming... ??
I believed that for every mishap I had, there would always be a blessing in disguise. I know, that for every hardship I had, millions and billions words of encouragement needed for me. I am proud of myself right now because I believed that I am a strong young lady. Its all about being patience, being patience with everything. Family, Friends, Troubles.
" Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps a-ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still. " -- Lou Erickso
So true ok. It's either you stop being an optimist or pessimist. Life is all about making choices. You either take This or That, really. And sometimes, what you wished for will not always come true. I believed that's the hardest thing in the world. Somtimes I nearly gave up with my choice of life. No one will ask for a choice of life that always filled with troubles. You can never run away from these, Never.
And If you were about to give up and think that this is unfair to you. Ask yourself again, are you the most unlucky person in this world to face all these? I believed that there are others that faced the worst-case-scenario than you. Sometimes, these troubles make us to be a better person. Like I said, blessing in disguise.
If you really cannot hold on with it any longer, let it all out to your friends, family. They are there for you, always. 'What are friends for anyway, right?' Friends. It's hard to know who will be there for you. Some of them come and leave you just like the touch-and-go system, while others will be there for you, even if they know that you have a body odour.
See, friends are not about how fashionable, pretty, intelligent and all these. We need friends, close ones, because they can understand you, console you, encourage you, believe in you, love you the way you are [even if you're having Aids.] and also, we must learn to give and take. You listen to mine, I'll listen to yours too. Really. And I am very fortunate, 'cause I LOVE MY LOVES. They are mine, I won't trade them for anything. Priceless gift for me, precious. Love you, people. =]
Sometimes, I'm truly afraid that when I sleep tonight, I won't be able to see the world again, to see my friends, family and my crushes. hahha. I wished that in a day, I can have all the energy and unlimited hours to meet up, spend lots of time with my favourite people everyday. I wished. Yeah, wishes. So weill, that's all. It's kind of a reflection journal for me right now. hahha. Too~rah !
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Wait, I am a CSI freak ! 3hours watching CSI non-stop. OMG. hahhha. I really want to be a CSI. I want to go Miami, really. And it's done! Kuntet and Tutek, I asked him about that treat. hahha. So I am one happy babey! Ok see you soon, my loves! Love you people! And today's match, Spore VS Thai!
Did you guys see Baihakki in today's malay paper? OMG can. hahha. And there's this wedding at my block. The decoration very nice Ok. I mean, the dais is vogue-la-vas ! And I seriously cannot wait for my brother's wedding. One year from now, countdown! Insya allah. Ok dar dar!

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