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Ya Allah, another friend of mine had just passed away. Someone that I'm not really close, but I know his whereabouts. I really hope all his sins will be forgiven, insya Allah. Cause of Death = Accident, Bike. Seriously, riding a bike is really dangerous, especially when you do not have sufficient experience. You're young, please learn to cherish your life. I know, we all live once, and we need to try everything. But you need to know what's good and not, what's right and wrong for you.

It's a bad week for me. Really. I nearly cried, 'cause one by one people around me, leaving me all of a sudden. They leave without a warning. It's hard for me to believe, really. It hits me badly, Yes it is. Hope you are going to be with the good people on the other side of the world, my friend. We pray for you, we will. Al-Fatihah. Amin.

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend

You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in

And if you do not want to see me again I would understand

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