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Fidelity.

I won't let myself become a failure. There's alot of things that are needed to be accomplish in my life.

  1. I won't leave the world until I get myself a driving license and drive a Lamborghini.
  2. I won't let things fall back easily until I manage to earn a high salary and holds a high position in my future career.
  3. I won't get myself having a baby without getting married first.
  4. I want to finish recite the Qur'an so that would make me feel like a complete Muslim. Insya Allah.
  5. I want to get at least an advanced diploma or a degree, hopefully.
  6. I would stop finding a boy-friend after I reached 26years old. By then, I would let parents decide for me. Ok kidding. But I think it's somehow real...
  7. I want to travel after I have earn alot alot of money.

Suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Suppose ...

I'm so sick with everything. I don't really stay at home much on weekends. Granny is staying in my house for today and tomorrow. I'm going for an injection tomorrow. Tomorrow would be the Grand Finals for Dancefloor. I bother about other people, other things, but I bother about myself MORE. Dolores Oriordan is unique just like Bjork and Regina Spektor.
I want to smell good every day, every moment. I've been buying lots of talcum powder, perfume and the Victoria Secret's products that I ordered are coming soon. I am now fetish over nice fruity sweets scent, and also LEOPARD's skin. ROAR! Sometimes I love wearing black, from top to bottom. Sometimes I love to be colorful. But I will never wear white, I won't. I just feel that white is not for me.

I'm like hopeless, aimless, moodless right now. I want to go karaoke-ing larh. I want to go try the woodland's mini fun fair. I want to get a new hair-do man, but I must wait till it gets really loooonnnggg. I'm having one wicked idea with my hair right now, so let's just wait till the hair length is perfect for the hair-do. Cause I do not want it to look like the pubic-hair style [as what Balan's and Silak had experienced].

I'm sick of blogging, but I don't know why I still blog. OH maybe because when I'm feeling hopeless or moodless, I will start talking crap. CAUSE right now, no one is talking with me. GRRRRRR. Urrgh. Ok I felt satisfied right now. Enough of talking all by myself right now. And stop ending with 'right now' la, far.

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