I'm always the one that create trouble, finding faults, annoy everyone. I'm really sorry. Sometimes I hate myself for behaving that way. Sometimes I pray that I can make everyone happy. I always want to see everyone smile and laugh and feel comfortable when they are with me. You know I love those precious people in my life so much. I'm really sorry for troubling you, making you feel annoyed by my excuses. I really could not get away from that situation, bebeh. I know you are nice with me, and I hope you would understand what I'm going through right now.

And I love 'I MISS YOU' by Incubus. The song meant for us, really. Dig it babi.

To see you when I wake up

Is a gift I didn't think could be real.

To know that you feel the same as I do

Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.

So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.

I smell your skin on

The empty pillow next to mine.

You have only been gone ten days,

But already I'm wasting away.

I know I'll see you again

Whether far or soon.

But I need you to know that I care,

And I miss you.

I still have like 12more days before flying off.

I need to meet all the special people in my life,

the important ones.

I need too.

This is going to be a random thought,

but I'm pretty afraid that IF I would not be able to see you guys again when I'm away.

I love you and everyone so much Ok.

I won't trade anything for the special people in my life.

Ten days is a long period,

and anything can happen.

Peace ya'll !