FRIENDS

True friends are those who are there for you unconditionally. Never do they question, but always offer support no matter what the circumstances are. Best Friends are the people worth living for.

A best friend is somebody who knows every last thing about you, yet still manages to like you anyway.

The medicine of life is to have several, not many, true faithful friends.

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i received one of the best b'day gift this year, i know its kind of belated. H/e it doesnt really matter, its the thought that really counts. And to see how much effort and love is invest to it, im seriously touched. thank you efy! i cried while reading that beautiful book! thank you so much!!! *big hug*

here goes the childhood gang, the same people with the same character, same stories but never get bored hearing it.

Sahar

Efy

im like so nerd today, i have a poor night vision, thus i need my 'power tool'! Specky!

the beautiful book.

every single word, every single hard work can be seen, i really appreciate it.

Godamnit! this photos. I promise i wont show it to my children, how nerd their momma can go!

im selfish, i promise you wont be able to read those words. i cried more after turning to the last few pages.

and efy, in case you dont know this, i quickly pulled out my retainers just to give you a call straightaway! i couldnt wait to tell you how much i really appreciated that beautiful book. i can see your creativity side, and yes, its the best bday gift! it is rich with memories, hardwork and effort. thank you so much!!! i need those, especially when im feeling lonely.

you know i've been handling so much troubles in my life. i've been having lots of down in my life. and sometimes, i cheat my feelings. i always miss my dad, but i always pretend that feeling never exist, and in my mind, i said to myself that dad went to work. i know its pretty bad, but thats the only way to help me right now. i prayed to Allah for guidance, for help everyday. i seek forgiveness for him, and i really want to meet my dad. the feeling im having is just worthless. sometimes it hurts to see how much my mom need to go through.

and when they said my mom faced much troubles, i felt that i deserved the same attention too. im really grateful to have true friends that are willing to hear my sorrows, the troubles i had, im really grateful. at this age, i learnt alot. i can feel that im really growing up.

you try to be in my position right now, where things happened so suddenly without warning, and to handle single thing at the same time is really tormenting! to handle with the so-called new life, to fight with the negative feelings, to cheer up and lead a peaceful life, to bury my sorrowness in front of my mom and friends, to understand what's my role now, to help out the family's stuffs that i never ever really want to know.

i got tired sometimes, but i could not give up just like that. it doesnt make any sense at all. God give me the strength to carry on and I will carry on, yes i will.