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I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.

'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.

I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.

Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

all of the moments, why now? Oh great, you came back, pretending nothing happened. Yes, those memories came back to me, and it feels like so new. Hey, I don't know what you're up to & I don't want to lie or give reasons to avoid you now. I have my own life now, and I won't let the past takes over me, never. I promise not to hold any grudges against you, but that does not leave a note that I'm going to treat you like what I used to do. Hello friend, nice to meet you, and please stay a distance away from me.

I went to NSC just now. Get my usual medical dosage. And my chest still hurts, I hope nothing serious happens. So after NSC, I went to town for a while. I walked around aimlessly alone. MANGO is still having their final reduction 70%, and I managed to get 2-3 pieces of clothings. Ouh then I went to Borders to get some magazines. I sat at Starbucks for a while, read some magazines and 'sight-seeing'. Sat there for a few hours and head back home.

The weather was just perfect. It's not that really sunny. My day uh. :D SWENNY TODDS SOON!

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