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SNAP!

its monday its monday its raining its draggy its mundane its chilly. ok so that's my monday. Oh wait, my school bag (4years!) that thing just snapped and the metal hook broke! urgh luckily this bag is multi-function. Luckily i can change it to a bagpack. urgh there goes my sentimental value bag. And I'll be honest and straightforward, i hate the way my grandfather talks to me and my family. What sia by calling OI EH seems to be polite is it? I find it rude. Not enough of saying that he even raise his voice. WTH. He can do that to my granny cause she can't hear that clearly, likewise I pity my granny but Im not that really helpful to her.

Anyway, I think I had enough with these people right now. Cause they used the water and electricity like siao. And in case you dont know, the electricity and water bills are increasing. And once again, MONEY IS A PROBLEM HERE. MOFO. And in case YOU don't know again, we all depend on late dad's money for survival. I wish I can end my school fast and get a job to support my mom and myself. insya allah. Or perhaps, I wish ayah is here with me, with us, stand by our side. So that no one dares to take advantage of us.

I pray to Allah for a better life, bless us with good health, my mom, my brother and myself. And let my dad be with the good ones on the other side. Insya allah amin. I love you, my precious.

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