i had less than 4hours of sleep yesterday. its not really a sleep either. its just lying down on the bed, move to the left and right, and the mind just won't stop putting itself to a rest. the eyes just wont shut tightly, just trying to control what you might called it as tears. i just won't stop feeling upset about yesterday, going through too many things in one day. i didn't have the appetite to eat and i was feeling nauseous the whole day. my mind was so unstable that i slipped off my favourite mug and broke it into pieces. and when it gave a loud bang, i somehow woke up and realised this is going way to far. And i shouldn't really let this continue. the feeling that wont stop me from feeling upset. sometimes i wish that i could fly in my sleep and brought me to somewhere that i can find peace and serenity. just sit there and cry everything out, where no one can find me. perhaps im too stress up with fyp.
Hey JUMP ! Yo bitches !! Wassup! =D I do not have red eyes right now, but I can still feel the numb, burning and uncomfortable sensation. It sucks, totally. I am still not sure whether I should pay a visit to the clinic. Hmm. And I felt like closing my left eye right now, it's getting heavier right now. Maybe I will become the Pirate of Carribeans, female version. I will go out tomorrow wearing the Pirate's mask, and said "AHOY!". Ok crap, isn't it? And my shades broke like last week, and how am I going to face the public tomorrow? OH DEAR. =\ Oh Oh, I know, maybe I will dress up in one of the Halloween costumes, and pretend that tomorrow is the Halloween Day. =D YEAY. I know, fareha is always up with rock and roll ideas !! \m/ BUT for goodness sake eh fareha, who will ever wear that and take a train to somewhere, let's say TOWN. Bodoh siak idea ko fareha. Ok seriously, how sia. The thought of going to doctor right now is freaking scary. Especially when comes...
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