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im sooo glad that weekends are here. i can have all my time to sleep. im so tired with the working hours and journey, ok actually its the journey that shits out of me. and i have this qn, for every company i've worked with, why will there be a woman-act-manly within the organisation?

and they will always act like shit. you know like i-am-a-'man'-i-have-the-power-to-dig-your-grave kind of thing. bullshit uh. you can jolly well stuff yourself with KFC in the pantry till you die with a chicken bone stuck on your nostrils.

its irritating you know. acting tough and all these. i dont mind if you are acting like a man, but no need to kaopeh kaobu wad. no need to show off your toughness. -_- im so glad that i will be going back to work only on sunday during school days, cross finger 'he' wont be working on sunday-s.

i miss my cousin pretty much. :( i know i've been saying this truckloads of time, but really, i miss her badly. SO LONG WE DIDNT GET TO MEET UP. I pray that i wont cry if we meet. hahha cause im a bit emotional, you know. my late dad always called me the 'Neng Yang Timah' younger version. can't help it what, i follow my mom. She and her sisters always sentimental one. they act fierce, but actually very bo chap one ah.

ok la i think thats all for now, school starting soon on thursday :) now i prefer schooling than working. so i want to study till i shit my intestines out. in other words, till i die larh bodo. -_-

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