There are many things that human beings take advantage of. Yes, I am not an exceptional either. But what if we have the intention to learn the mistakes that we made, won't that keep ourselves away from creating the troubles again?
Yes, I am still mad about that incident. And it's not the first time that it happened either. I can't always swallow everything inside and keep it there for long time. I can't lie to myself that I am alright with it. I tried to spend more time with you, but it won't really happen. I don't mind if someone is tagging along on our supposedly, short date. I don't even know if you really think it's supposed to be our only-two-of-us outing. I won't get mad if you tell me beforehand, and not like 30mins after I’m done with my class.
Yes, I just feel that I am always not in your priority list. I just feel like a substitute when they are not around you. And when I want to talk about it, you just quickly end up this feud and blamed yourself for the cause. I am not able to understand the word 'sorry' anymore. That is not what I want; all I want is to make myself clear to you about what I don't like, and to make yourself clear about it as well. And after you said "U're always right, and I’m always wrong – well spoken", was that even a conclusion to you?
I just want to spend my off days with you, but you just don't see it.
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