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its so pathetic to know that i am still not feeling pretty good. i think i will get myself haunted with bloody nightmares almost every single fucking day. i dont understand guys lately. they are not gentleman anymore, just got this two irritating local men in the morning, cutting into my queue with their slumber morning face. wtf do guys these days are stll gentleman? do they still go with the 'ladies first,'?


Wad, i know banglas and chinas are like that, they dont offer you a seat even if you're heavily pregnant, you're having osteoporosis, or so fat that you cant balance yourself in the public transport. they dont give a fuck, PURLEASE. so annoying, urgh. ya im not in a good mood lately so dont bother to talk to me cause i will end up making your day worse. ya worse like the aeroplane got stucked at TPE and caused an hour traffic jam. OR like madonna and her husband divorcing soon. -_-


i just dont see myself sitting here anymore, tolerating every single shits. i hate singapore, i don't think im supposed to be here. everyone is getting mean and selfish. they betray human's trust, kindness. So much for being kind to anyone. Ya i dont like anyone, no ones. not even enjoying my pms this month, the terrible among all. fuck. i hate work also. i dont think i am going to love work. i want to marry a rich guy, if you're not rich, then i cant be bother. maybe i want to marry my neighbour's son, or get myself hook up with john lennon/travis barker/vin diesel/pete doherty/my facilitator etc.


btw im planning to dig my grave soon, because i told you i hate staying here. its suck! like nothing pleases me. i will end up being a devil and suck your blood. *SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK* ok im just having my pompuan-moon-season now. aku tak happy k. ya why must i be happy? Evil people dont like other people to be happy. asshole. argh. I HATE IT. why everything sucks ah. bodo ah. i can continue typing like this all the way with all the angst and wadever the whole day... urgh fuck fuck fuck. fuck you. ok i think i shall stop. i go and find something to entertain me. urgh stupid module today. ..!..

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