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i am not trying to interfere into 'adults' matter or something, i don't really give a fuck about it because its totally not important to me at all. i still spare some thoughts about my mom and others, and I am always with mom's side in whatever situation. So yes, I am utterly dissapointed and of course, angry with your words.

do you have any feelings when you just said everything out to my mom? "padan muka ko takde laki, tak kenang budi etc etc" Wah! do you ever think that whatever you said its very sensitive? i don't care if you want to call us other names or whatever shit you want too, but when you talked about things that is related with our late father, I serious fucking shit find it very sensitive.

its like you are being such a heartless person. yes, I am utterly dissapointed and hurt with every single words. you can say that we are stupid, poor, not appreciative people, ugly, fat, low iq, WHATEVER JUST SAY IT. But never ever talk about my mom being a widow, or not even a single bit about my late father.

yes, you can call me stupid, all those vulgar words that you want, i really dont mind because its not me that is going to face the consequences from Allah. i really don't care. but don't ever talk about my mom being widow, about my mom being a husband-less, and don't ever look down on her.

i am utterly sorry for saying all this because i really feel for my mom, and unlike you. you still have your husband and your father around. you can still talk or criticize other people while you still can. its very saddening because you do not face this situation that we are facing now. be grateful for that, my aunt. we are not like you. we are totally different from you, and you cannot expect us to be like you, to think like you. NEVER.

you can be angry with me, scold me for what i have said. but never ever call my mom to confront or scream at her. leave us alone and settle whatever is left. thank you. i am very proud of my mom, and i will always do.

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