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i wanted to share with you guys this poem of mine(erm in malay, sorry for that), drafted on 18th July 2007 (3weeks after my dad's death). this poem was written from the bottom of my heart, realised the importance role of my dad in this family. this is for you, dad

Di saat engkau menangis,
dan ibu tiada disisimu,
Insan yang dipanggil Ayah,
datang memujukmu
Biar badannya letih,
meskipun matanya hampir terlelap,
Dia sanggup berkorban untuk menemani anaknya
Pengorbannya tidak terkira,
dan jugak tidak boleh dibayar dengan wang ringgit
Inilah tanggungjawabnya untuk keluarge
dan juga untuk melengkapi dirinya sebagai seorang anak adam.

random

i am very proud of my dear late dad, he did what he thought was the best for the family. whatever practices he did to this family, he left it and we continue it until now. i am never ashamed to have my dad around me, because i know he is the best person to comfort me. there were alot of things and memories with him, just the two of us. it touches me so much that until now, i could never ever forget or erase it off from my mind.

he was the one that brought me over to appeal for schools, and when im settled with RP, he brought me over to RP and settled the admin stuffs. he was here when i started my first year in poly, he was with me when i collected my bursaries/scholarships back in secondary school times. he was with me when i need a help to transport me to some places. he was with me all these while.

and now, he wont be here to see me graduate. life like this, hmm.

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